I lost my virginity. I was supposed to wait till marriage. Within 3 months of meeting him, I got pregnant.
I came home and caught him talking to another woman. I felt betrayed, heartbroken, and utterly lost. I convinced myself to do whatever I had to do to create a life with this man. Boy, was I wrong. My church taught me I needed men to tell me how to behave sexually.
I lived my whole life with shame, guilt. This is not happening with my daughter.
At first, it started out with us just catching up. I enjoyed the friendship and connection.
It breaks my heart to write these words. Something had to give.
Something had to change. I never got over what happened to me, I stuffed it so far down. This has been the hardest thing I have ever done in my entire life.
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I finally surrendered. I had enough.
I needed to give myself a chance to live. I curled my hair and gave myself the best smokey eye I could without YouTube tutorials at that time.
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We made out in a hallway and an hour later, he turned his attention to my friend. There was no passion, no Hollywood glamour. I was scared. I just needed to make things better.
This man listened. I mean, really listened. I stayed out with him later than usual. First Name. Last Name.
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